It is the new yr eve but im alone to celebrate... (not entirely alone but not with my loved ones).
I M STILL IN OFFICE. Suck!!! !! Tot can go off early… since it is a special day but we still need to finish our stuffs b4 goin… my bf is outside, celebrating with his frnds. He got invited me to go along... but im stuck HERE. Sick …, man… I reali hate this job. No freedom, no early log off for special days except work work… like slave to money, to company. Tire.~~
Budget... or ....Saving, these are the thoughts pondering in my mind.
Saving money for wedding... cut down in shopping, clothes, shoes, bags (my fave) n any luxury expenses /indulgences.
or go for Budget wedding.. no banquet (just a simple gathering of families) / no album?? photography/ video, no wedding gown just a simple rom? Save for the new hse, hope it can come faster or til we saved enough for renvo?
both are concerned for money... required hard work n effort.
Tons n tons of money.
Everyone is leaving today... sigh.. SOBS..Sobs.. :~~~(
Some are my fav collegues... some familiar faces... eversince we come this place, we got mixed feelings (its far too out; rural.. remote.. causing inconvenience), whatsmore it is too small!.. Ya compared to the old place.
I dun know is it ppl alreadi had in mind of leaving cos of this place... or company is goin through a resizing phase... everything goes as a blur.. swift i could say.. ppl goin but no fresh intake...
workload increasing as less n less ppl are around.
Im back in BKK again! It's seem not long ago i had been here (2yrs). Above this photo, is a small pillow i bought from Korat (another rural city of thailand). It's actually a wedding gift from the bride's mother (my bf n i go BKK this time; main purpose is to attend his gd friend wedding; the groom). In fact, i exchanged it with this; a more brightly coloured one. hehehhahah.... Now my mum is using it.
Yah..., alot of things had been changed. the city is filled with alot of tourists, just like me n my bf. It is almost as much as the locals. Even the prices i notice had been hiked high up much more than b4, places which i had used to considered great buy, now had just become reasonable. DuNO kNOW is it i put too much hopes on it...like gd shopping, cheap finds! nnn... most of all, live like king!!!
NOw no more, unless u willingly to part yr money more too... even the taxes go up... sigh...
AHHH!!! wahh!!!! It a sat!!!
AHH!!!!
We are moving!!! I HATE tis! i love this place so much , i like city area (personally). So convenient n so much gd food, n so much 'traffic' here. Reali feel sad in my bottom of my heart!! My tears!
Even though my new working place is much nearer to my hm... but so ulu + bus timing not accurate with heavy traffic in major roads at weekdays.... SIAN!!! ... Sian. ++ plus alot of ppl is leaving b4 the shift of new place cos too far , inconvenient for them... So sad! Duno know the place nice or not.. .. didnt hear gd comments of the place, at least the security is tight since we need our access pass at all times. I like my access pass w my personal photo, the onli thing.
But still, im excited today cos i get to left early... so long, i didnt manage to log off early liao. Recently, there is alot of moving cos of the auditing. Packing n unpacking is becoming one of my expert. i quickly pack my watever stuffs into the boxes n shift them to new place... alot of things, MAN!!! NEED HELP!!!
7pm, im coming... YES!!! maybe i go n do my manicure & pedicure... Yes... hehahahh... A taitai one, i aim to be!
Now i finally got time to ingule in these two (cos of my studies)... so long need to do some "catching up" HEEHhahahah
HEHEHHHA... .... ..... ... hehheheh I BEAT HER down... Yes...
she must be paiseh, for a week , she didnt dare to show off her 'fake' assets, wah lau act cute...
SO FAKE!!! DISLIKE her, liar ++ hypocrite... nvr tot i will see a person like her b4. Guess everyone see through her, now ppl avoiding her except those who 'pretend' not to see the truth side of her. :P!!!
Its time to had some plans!!!, in order to keep me in schedule.. wwow.. so much planning n disciplines need. Even the Financial stage need to keep tabs. I need to be slim n stay happy 'youthful' for a happy bride myself. I was bombarded with ideas / info, customs need to enrich, decision had to dealt with appropriate importantance.
Been doing alot of reading, to keep myself fresh with suggestions n asking for advice / guidance.
-slimming; exercises/ yoga/ detox/ taking pills/prescriptive?
-floral
-accessories / jewellery
-venues / buffets or banquets
-reception : ROM / traditional / western
-photography : indoor / outdoor / photo albums
-customs / cultures
- gifts/ party / invitation cards/ food
-beauty /skincare : For me i extended my skincare collection / mantining in gd form is my best aim i hope ...
ITS A SHOWDOWN TIME BTW ME N HER!!
Today i specially prepared to wear my 'wonder' ~~~ maximising my assets. hehhaha Even now i look at myself, feel funni. Nvm , i jt wan to c her reactions hehehhah
Oh yesss... everyone is 'stunned'. My gd frnd colleague is having a gd laugh, she say this is totally not me, a 'new' me!!!! A thumbs up from her!! this is reali veri funny, ENTERTAINING. Some of them even gave comments... hehhaahh Bitch turning Blue, I definitely WON!!! hehehha
Round 1: Mine is definitely a turner than hers. I won
Round 2: She 's a flirt, any guys she CAN!!! I lose. NVM i dun need that **vomit**
Round 3: She is single, I got my boi alreadi. hehhahah I won. I think that y she need to flirt around to get attentions. But the way she going, is becoming a turnoff to most of we gers even some of the guys agree.
Even my bf say how much i 'grow' hehehhe he wonder how i manage it. Plus he nt reali pleased to c my assest flaunt to public.. END RESULTS: Im happy I won, but reali feel awkard the way i dress, so unlike of me n feel like drawing alot of glares ~~~ not veri comfortable with that.
