Pondering abt shifting environment

Thinking to shift, mostly cos of my colleagues influence. Ppl r leaving. I mean those im ‘close’? I dun c I could get much out of it if I stay mre like shame to me. Kinda of force me to leave, sad I dun ask for much.
But I just could get it, my luck?!
It kind of hurt!!! REALLY!!!
It does! Ass, why like tat!!