COOL it, Babe
COOL it, BABE
Becoming a student again, means there is alot of free time to me.
Free time to let my imagination run wild n freely... one thing tickles me most during these times is marriage... wow...that!.. u think it must be no new to u n me... i m once again bombarded again wedding cards, invitations, bridal showers, house warming, banquet dinners etc.
Wait a minute, as i check my cards again.. It a baby shower!! In fact, i got 2 of them come from whose the mothers are much more younger than me....(much younger) OHOHOH my god.. m i behind times?
n one of them has just given birth not long ago, becoming the second "Wong li-lin" i feel the rush!! with my biological clock tickling loudly in me...(or is it in me? it sounds too loud for that!!!)
Mentally counting the numbers my couples friends n my singles friends in my mind, i let out a wow... not much singles left in my group...but increasing couples (friends with their significant others: wives, husbands... means new names to rem).. okok u may say i got a bf... but im still in singles...i look at the plan i kept for myself...hecks!!!.. it is kind of rush(the age i love to get marry, the age i want to be a mother, the age i will like to retire) Yup i know it childish, but come on.. these are the questions your girlfriends asked u during secondary sch times. Which i proudly announced my plan n compared with theirs...yes..kids do matures fast.
All of Sudden, i feel i had to validated myself by at least engaged. I start all the "bridal process" (u name it, i had done it all)... wow BOOM.. BOOM.. Luckily, my parnter quite supportive (he's willingly to commitment unlike the guys i dated b4, had that problem). I proudly announced to my friends that im getting married this year. (notice tis become my aim... not "will").
Straight after my announcements, my gers friends proclaimed they are stunned to hear that from me.. Getting marry soo early, wasnt i the one who is wild n loved passionately about my singles life, to be tied down? I quieted down, yup that true, my privacy i so loved!! sharing a bed with another n tv is quite depressing n all those reports u need to made whenever u come hm late... so like parents control...(already i need to report to the SO whenever i go clubbing n hear his displease)..
oohhh slow down , that wasnt me..true. i shouldnt get marry just because i want to get a marriage status. Lately if u ask me abt my marriage plan, i would just say maybe in the later years. :) One thing i learn from my "bridal process", marriage cost a bomb... alot more n we have to save...
COOL it, BABE